Sunday, 30 June 2013


DESTINY CALLS

 

Rising higher and higher the warplane climbs

through the hazy sky, sun reflecting off the distant water

far below through a gap in the clouds.

Missiles hang under delta wings

ready for instant launch when an enemy

is spotted across the distant sky.

An inhuman machine with the looks of a goddess

and the power of a god, this is a thing of mans own creation

yet almost with a life of its own and an electronic soul.

Radar eyes see a hundred miles and infrared sensors scan

the ice cool sky, fuel drinking engines push Mach2 forth

onward and upwards to the battle area, the whole sky.

Night falls and stars glint like diamonds on black velvet,

light years distant. A faint glimpse on the radar,

a skin paint tens of miles distant, missile seekers focus

a needle of energy. Enough!

A white incandescent light and a whoosh of flame

and the missile is on the way, out of sight in seconds,

a faint glow dimming. In an enemy cockpit a similar scene

is being played out in this high tech duel of chess.

Rapid manoeuvres to defeat the devil’s missile

and maybe a chance to meet him if you fail.

As  g-forces crush you and the stars go vertical

do you think of your wife or pray you can win

this dangerous battle where you are meant to be the best?

War in the air, ruthless and utterly cold blooded

five miles above the earth.

 

 

Friday, 28 June 2013

STACKER DRIVER


STACKER DRIVER

 

Here I work at Park Cakes driving a forklift

for a living on a low paid wage.

I’m outside everyday, in the cold of winter

and the warmth of summer.

It can be an interesting job

meeting some decent blokes

but some can be such cunts.

With my mates Woz and Mark

we drive around with our pallets

to pay our bills.

When a pallet is dropped,

everyone laughs to pity the poor

sod who is a Park Cakes stacker driver.

 

 

 

Saturday, 22 June 2013

DOMESTIC


Domestic


The lady was a goddess in her looks and demeanor. Very beautiful in every way. From the way she swayed her hips to her seductive smile to fluttering her eyelids. It was what wasn’t said that got men’s attention but the hidden and unseen, images placed in their minds eye. Only one man was lucky to own her heart. For a long time they were happy. Then he fucked it up big time. They had a domestic, he beat her to an inch of her life. Bruising her goddess looks beyond recognition, making blood flow like a river, snapping her precious bones like twigs, leaving her to die. Only she didn’t die. For she really was a Goddess. Her wounds healed and she went after her violent boyfriend. She caught him in the pub with another woman. A punch in the face broke the other girl’s nose and permanently ruined her looks. The girl fled. The Goddess ordered her boyfriend to the car park. It’s over she told him. He looked dumbly at her. Then smiled. She was ready for his right hook, blocking it in a swift move. Following through, she twisted his arm and broke it. Like he broke her arm before. His scream was hideous. Dropping him to the floor, the Goddess methodically went round his body. His good arm was next and then his legs. All broke quickly and without effort. Her small frame belied great strength. Standing over him she looked down at him. He whispered one word: why? The Goddess smiled. And replied, revenge my dear. There’s one last thing I must do. It will hurt. From out of her outstretched left hand, an orange line of fire whooshed forth and devoured his corpse. He uttered the most gut wrenching scream of his life. And was silent. Angry flames shriveled his corpse and turned it to ash. A crowd had gathered, standing well back. Frightened. Let this be a lesson to all of you angry young men, shouted the Goddess. Then she was gone.

Friday, 21 June 2013

CATACLYSM WORLD

CATACLYSM WORLD

Mother Nature screams in utter rage, a voice as loud as thunder and death and one Man can’t hear himself; yet he knows something is wrong – this is because he has ruined and taken and not given a damn, raping the world, His world and not caring one bit.
So She is concerned and now She acts in the only way that will get results – 
devastatingly so.
A new start is needed and the now will begin to end, soon.
A slight tug on the path of an asteroid from the path of a gas giant brings it onto the path of our world.
Mother nature is acting though man is blind to this – it will be months before His telescopes pick it up.
Upon impact five billion people will perish
in a blast of flame and debris and death and pain;
few survivors pray for their God but he doesn’t listen.
Mother Nature has taken Her revenge and now Man is gone,
only ashes remain of Him and His civilization.
In a million years a new world will have risen out of the ashes, free of Man.

After destruction comes the peace.

Wednesday, 19 June 2013

BACK O' PUB


BACK O' PUB

 

We went into the pub's beer garden to see the illegal vodka factory run by Eastern Europeans.                                                                                                                                        
We dance madly around their lorry and sing, "Give us a drink! We're parched like the Gobi Desert. Don't you know, we drank the pub dry? Vodka time."                                                

 

The Easties open the wagon side curtains and give out the booze.                                                              
A one litre bottle each.                                                                                                                  
We get it on and thank the Albanian and Hungarian gangster illegal immigrants for their Xylene flavoured vodka.                                                                                                                      

 

It's New Years Eve and we get it on big time.                                                                                     
Excuse me while I pop into the truck's cab with my exotic lady and make love.                               
Then we need more vodka.                                                                                                          
Shame the bar is dry.                                                                                                                                               
Oh my, we're so drunk...

 

Tuesday, 18 June 2013

Heartbreak (by Mel) out of THE RANTINGS OF A DAMAGED MIND by mel grobler and nick armbrister out on amazon


Heartbreak (by Mel)


Why, why are you doing
This to me?
Don't you realise how
This is hurting me.
I seemed to mean
Everything to you,
But now I'm nothing...
All seems forgotten what we
Meant to each other.
Did you just fake it?
Were you just using me?
Or did I mean something to you?

Now I will never know.
You broke my heart,
You broke my trust.
My faith in love is lost.
Once again, I'm broken,
Because of you.

How could I have allowed
You back into my life?
Was I lonely? Was I vulnerable?
No! I was Stupid!
Well never again.
I won't allow you to
Hurt me again.

Goodbye My Love, and
Goodbye To Love...

Sunday, 16 June 2013

poems...


No8 Chinese Prosperity 


On holiday in Taiwan enjoying a break on the west coast, fine five star hotel, great scenery, nice beach and pretty gals. Two weeks of bliss at a new holiday destination. Little was I aware that Red China was about to plan her invasion to unite her renegade province by force. Recent jet air combats left an uneasy peace with Taiwan the victor.

I got up at dinnertime after a long heady night out to see short range rockets hit the train station. Huge blasts ruptured the sky knocking me senseless. Medium range missiles thundered inland hitting hell knows what. Taiwanese jet fighters rose in their dozens form their bases and headed west. Distant explosions rocked the blue summer Asian sky, what do I do as the air attack sirens sound? 

Knock Em Dead 


Her plan didn’t go smoothly, her rockets had caused huge material damage but she hadn’t caught the Taiwanese air force on the ground.                                        
Her jets had been dispersed.                                                                                          
They knew what their brothers were planning.                                                     
Huge aerial encounters of over a hundred warplanes knocked them dead.                          
By sea communist troops embarked in ships to invade, most died in the ocean.                                                                                                                         
Taiwan missile strikes killed thousands still they came, unstoppable.                  
A single Taiwan jet carried one secret bomb heads to Shanghai.                                  
The end… 

How We Danced


Around and round we danced in an exotic Asian club to pounding alternative music. Who said they couldn’t party? Like it’s their, our, last night on earth. Little did we all know that this prophecy was true? One night if fun with a Taiwanese lady, only dancing you understand. They are not like Western ladies. On and on we danced feeling alive, when we kissed it was like fire of the positive kind. Neither of us knew we were being watched, that a huge military machine was about to strike. Hours later our nightclub was destroyed; I never did see my Taiwan lady again. I only know her name and have precious memories of that last night before war engulfed our whole fragile world. World War 3… 

Saturday, 15 June 2013

another chance to see my anti war poem


I BECOME NOTHING

 

I ask how soon I will become nothing. When my sentiments tear me apart and bounce around my head like cannon balls from a faded war. I want to know so much more than what I’ve learnt in my forty years on this screwed up world, yes people do matter. If they didn’t, there would be no humanity, would there.

 

I want to go to Auschwitz and see where a million died. I want to know how it feels. Will my sense of humanity fail and will I understand why the Nazi’s murdered so many people, indiscriminately? Will I grow even smaller within myself, one more step towards nothing? What part of me will I leave behind at Auschwitz? Will it be my toes, my fingers, my toes or my soul or none of those?

 

I want to go with a certain girl I know. She can’t see, you see but she is one amazing lady, something very bravely poignant about walking amongst pure evil with a blind girl. Step by step, hand in hand, in Auschwitz.

 

I want to visit Normandy and see where the Allies liberated Europe from Hitler’s tyranny. And see the beaches where the surf turned red under German bullets. How close did the good guys come to losing? What part of me will I leave on Normandy beaches? My brain or my heart? A price paid, by me, for that trip. I’m a step closer to becoming nothing.

 

Then I’ll stop off at Flanders and see where Allied and German youth where bled white, the flowers of a generation lost forever in some stupid War to End All Wars. How wrong they were. Will my tears fall where the blood of Tommie and The Hun fell, cut apart where they lay? Not even their mothers’ knew how or where their sons died. Did they know why? What part of me will I forsake for the dead of World War One? Let their ghosts tell me.

 

I ask a lady who I haven’t met, yet, to take me to West Germany. Let us cross the border and go to Leipzig, to see where pretty Karin Ulbricht was taken on that dark unstable dangerous night when she demonstrated against her country’s leaders’ Cold War madness.

 

Wouldn’t it be memorable for me, if Karin showed me her country where she made Cold War history? She was a gentle warrior of those dark evil poisoned days before The Wall fell. Did she know that one single gunshot would have changed world history forever, when she demonstrated that autumn night? If thousands had been killed by East German soldiers, would the Cold War be over now? Is she still as pretty today, over two decades later? My letter to her remains unanswered. What part of me would die in Cold War Germany? What if I run out of sentiments?

 

Save me from Karin, take me to Afghan where young Tommies are dying by IED and insurgent terrorist fire. Are their deaths justified and saving us from terrorists? My views on this illegal war are not nice; surely there must be a better way? So no more young ladies find out on Facebook that their precious soldier love is dead? The soldiers I have met over the last few years were brave souls, I prey they’re all untouched. I don’t need to go to Afghan to have a part of me die, but I would if I could to see with my own eyes and write about it. More of me fading away to nothing, again I ask, how soon till I become nothing?

 

To all of the soldiers, to the innocent and even the guilty, who have perished in Mankind’s wars, I am sorry for your deaths. Why do I feel like this? Is there another way? I’d ask the Christian God but I know He tells lies. Now I know now what silence sounds like, it’s the sound of a woman’s weeping where her son, brother and husband, perished. Are they proud, do they smile when they think of what could have been? So many lost years? For what exactly? I’d forsake every part of me, to become nothing, to stop the wars. For that thought, I am a fool and ask for the impossible.

 

Thursday, 13 June 2013

plane poems


KAHLIA AKASHA FLIES

 

She was just as beautiful but flew so much faster, a Russian pagan maiden battle ready with the looks of a Goddess and the power of a God. Nothing was able to stop her unlike what had happened to her fallen sister. Warplane designers had been acting in secret conniving together to create the most beautiful weapon ever designed. Fitted with an engine out a late mark Mig 29, she was oh so awesome and deadly with the same weapons, twice as fast and a rate of climb eight times that her prop sister. Noting would be able to catch this new maiden of the heavens, she intended to catch her opponents and destroy them without mercy or valour. Such was modern chivalry in no holds barred combat. She plied her trade with medium range Axe Head fire and forget missiles, backed up by short range Bright Star weapons and for a close range knife fight in a phone box, a twin barrel 30mm cannon gave intimate death. Weapons aimed by radar, infrared and laser. Not even God was this offensively well equipped. For defence she had stealth design and coating including materials and paint, passive and active jammers and countermeasures and if this failed extreme performance and agility. A ballerina armed with a chain gun and the will to use it. Methodically tested, the only thing lacking was a war to use her skills in; this came more rapidly than they dreamed of. Tides of fate moved and battle soon commenced allowing Kahlia Akasha a second chance to vindicate her prowess in war; the stage was set for a show down…

 

SOVIET FREEDOM?

Alesha get out! Get out of the plane she is breaking up! screams the pilot while the thunderstorm lifts up his powerful Ilyushin bomber like it was a toy. We’re caught in a thunderstorm with no way out. I fear this is it! Alesha get out!                                                                                                                                  

 

With my own eyes I saw the outer wing break off after hearing the snap, the other snap must have been the tail coming off. Controls are useless in my hands. G-forces punishing us, this is it life or death. Time to go and leave my crippled plane, hope my mates get out coz I’m off now! Struggling to jump out of the stricken plane, I see the wing and tail are gone. No way could I fly that, hope Alesha made it and what’s his name in the front?

 

Stalin asked why his bombers couldn’t cross the Baltic States to bomb the Germans. They broke up in severe thunderstorms, one of the few times Stalin was defeated. Not even he could beat the weather.

 

SUNKEN SOVIET

They broke up in thunderstorm. Fell to earth in bits. In 1964 the bomber was found by a woodcutter, along with the body of the navigator. He died for his country.                                                                    

 

Like many other nameless Russian personnel, his grave was lonely and forgotten. Many thousands of other lost planes lie waiting to be found in all types of terrain - entombed in ice, buried in sand, high up on mountains and deep under the sea. They belong to all nations.                                                                                                          

 

Most of the crew were young, died. How sad. Some, the lucky ones, are found, in ruined planes with dead crews. I quietly remember them & pay my respects.

 

AMERICAN MIGS

 

We lost Hugh. Flying such a beautiful little airplane in a blue desert sky, what a nice handling jet. Do what you want with her but no high speed turns too tight, might hit invisible wall in the sky. Dogfight every American jet fighter built none can beat the Mig17 Fresco. Turn on a dime, Russia did this almost right. Ultimate aggressor trainer, what better than to fly and fight against real Soviet/Russian jets?

 

Hugh lost control and entered a death spiral, lazy desert sky a kid’s spinning top. Almost recovered, entered a second fatal spin. Hit hard desert ground, dead. Due to his secret squadron flying Migs, the pilots had to dig their mate with his smashed crushed body out of the ground themselves and recover the wrecked jet.

 

Then tell Linda, his wife, we lost Hugh. He died in an F-5, you now a widow and your kids orphans. Decades passed before the fate of the lost pilot came out, truth denied to his family for so many years. What they did for our Cold War freedom, Mig aggressor pilots. Ultra secret flight to train allied pilots to fight the Russians. Some died. But not in an F-5...

 

WITCH

 

Always love a witch because no lady is more pure in her heart or closer to nature, especially my pretty lil witch who pinched my Northrop F-20 Tigershark jet and flew up into the clouds, looped around the moon, rolled under a rainbow and flew faster than an angel chasing the sunset. I want my witch to bring back my jet. I must get a 2 seat F-20 so next time so I can keep an eye on my kooky witch.

 

 

NO8 CHINESE PROSPERITY

 

On holiday in Taiwan enjoying a break on the west coast, fine five star hotel, great scenery, nice beach and pretty gals. Two weeks of bliss at a new holiday destination. Little was I aware that Red China was about to plan her invasion to unite her renegade province by force. Recent jet air combats left an uneasy peace with Taiwan the victor.

 

I got up at dinnertime after a long heady night out, to see short range rockets hit the train station. Huge blasts ruptured the sky, knocking me senseless. Medium range missiles thundered inland hitting hell knows what. Taiwanese jet fighters rose in their dozens form their bases and headed west. Distant explosions rocked the blue summer Asian sky. What do I do as the air attack sirens sound?

Wednesday, 12 June 2013

Bizarre Man

Bizarre Man
I’m the bizarre man. I like to sleep in a river. I love the feeling of water flowing round my sleeping face. Don’t worry, I won’t drown. I can breathe underwater like a fish. On my back is an upside down push bike. It belonged to the landlord of the Dog and Duck pub. I stole it along with his orange chequered brolly. The bike is a 1928 model worth sixteen grand. It’s not for sale. The wheels move in the wind, freewheeling. I keep my other clothes dry in an orange case that belonged to a copper. I liberated it from his car. No need for spare cuffs, CS gas, stun gun, bondage gear. I don’t wash my clothes. The running water cleans them. My yellow Fred Perry shirt has never looked fresher. And my PVC jeans are jet black gothic. Do you think I’m bizarre? I do hope so. When I want to go somewhere, I use the bike. I’m in the same position – upside down with my back on the saddle and my legs steering the handle bars. I see where I’m going by the eyes in the back of my head. I’ll pop to the shop when I wake up from my dreamy sleep, dreaming of fish.

Saturday, 8 June 2013

Meat Grinder


Meat Grinder


Everyone who drives a car or rides a bike or drives a lorry or any other type of transport on the roads is at risk and is potentially at fault, in a metal box with a fuel guzzling engine throwing out so much power in a craaaaaazy straight line. How the hell am I, we, meant to stop? When an obstruction is there, we will hit, collide, crash, smash, bash die in a horrible death of minced up pulped bodies.

Blood running on the road, down the drains, your relative, lover, mother and son buried in the ground eaten by worms. Twenty eight million road deaths over a hundred plus years. When will it ever end? What about flying cars? Omfg, give me a fuckin' rest! You get pissed and fly, drive, your flying car into a Jumbo Jet... make the devil happy with 500 souls. Will it ever end? This type of death?

Friday, 7 June 2013

poems


THE GOD’S CHOICE

 

Slowly, so agonisingly slowly, we crawl our way through life.

The whole world is like a worm-eaten door hanging on a shattered single hinge, waiting to fall for one last terrible time. Only this time it will take every last one of us with it.

We hang by death’s door with so much pain and misery from which we have no escape. None at all.

Will this black suffering ever end? What will the end be like?

A quick nuclear war or a massive plague systematically removing all life with so much efficiency?

Well, now is our time of waiting, a time to see if we survive or if we perish.

If you had a choice, what would it be? How would you die?

 

RESTLESS SPIRIT

 

Oh, but why am I earth bound? I have been a prisoner forever so long at this place.

Will God set me free? I can only hope and dream that it will be soon so I will be in peace.

My death was so long ago but I see my last actions over and over again –

the day has been forgotten by everyone but me. I see it now as I did then in every detail.

Only one person sees me. Five hundred years later one person set me free.

For a brief second Angelica’s soul touched mine, to become one with me forever.

The beauty and majesty is now finally known for me, so I can now rest in peace.

 

 

 

 

 

INSPIRATION

 

To be inspired by something is a source of inspiration itself.

It’s the ability to look up at the morning sky and to make a timeless

piece about it – if it became music or poetic verse.

Don’t you see, two hours later the intimacy of that morning is lost forever

but if you capture it in some form it will be there for people to enjoy for

many years to come.

 

RUFE

 

A late summer pacific sun burns down on this tiny circular coral atoll,

here are three Zero floatplanes code name Rufe. They share such a common beauty

that all warbirds have.

Waves gently wash over the floats of the planes, resting in the cool and calm of the ocean. Delicate pastol colours colour the scene, the purple of the planes and the orange of the sun, the blue of the sea.

In a few minutes a Rufe will take off, building up speed through the mirror-smooth water until she is free of the blue liquid surface, she will be in flight in the sky

where so much danger lurks. Hellcats and Corsairs.

Rufe has the handling of her Zero brother so she will be okay –

she is a bird of the summer sky battling her enemy.

 

PRIVATE PILE

 

A long time ago Private Pile joined the United States Marine Core to be a man and above all else, a soldier.

He worshipped heavy weapons and he knew every detail of the old battles.

A slight bump on the head from a car crash when he was young slightly upset the balance.

He enlisted and passed all of the training to become one of Gods’ own Marines.

One day while cleaning his gun he started to talk to it and the rifle said that he had to drill people with 7.62 mm bullet holes.

This he did while in a psychotic schizoid mental state. He ran out of bullets and with a drill sergeant and six enlisted men dead he had achieved his mission.

The MP’s came and locked him up in a six-by-six foot cell while he waited for his firing squad.

In the morning they led him out to the yard and tied him to the bloody post. As the clock struck twelve the rifles shot him dead through his dirty evil heart.

He is now amongst his dead Marine comrades. Immortality is his.

 

 

 

 

 

 

LONELINESS


LONELINESS

 

Loneliness is like cold Norwegian ice, so pure it hurts in a numbness like fire.

But loneliness is better than silly little English girls messing one around.

Tuesday, 4 June 2013

SANDRA RUBY WITCH

SANDRA RUBY WITCH
Sandra was a jungle babe who lived close to nature much as her ancestors, the Amazon Women, had done a thousand years before. A seventh generation witch of immeasurable power and cunning, she was a feared lady who could manipulate to get her way when she desired to, backed up with spell work in light and dark magic with her full intent behind it. She had never yet failed in any magical practice. Would success always be Sandra’s? Her fighting talents were equal to any man where her slim lithe size let her down; her advantage was a skilled eye, good hand to eye co-ordination and excellent talents across the board overcoming any bigger opponents. With flame red hair and green eyes, Sandra was always noticed when she popped into town for provisions when she wasn’t able to find what she needed in the forest. This was a rare event. Her world of trees gave her most things, everything except strong men. A trip into town was necessary to ensnare a few men from the local logging firm who were intent on stealing her trees. It was time for a bit of feminine pay back. Her flaming temper matched her fiery hair; she was a panther waiting to strike and never missed her target when it was in her sights. Nor was she ever defeated; she was a ruby girl who had a simple weapon separate from her skills and power – her sexuality. Every man fell for this; she knew it wouldn’t fail her again. There was something about being born in July that gave her a huge amount of magical power and closeness to the natural world.
Walking into town Sandra looked around, taking in the surroundings. It wasn’t much of a town, just a store for provisions, a bank, some wooden storage huts, several shops, two hotels, a dozen dilapidated shacks where the inhabitants lived and a single bar. This is where she traipsed in, barging through the twin wooden doors like she owned it. Here the loggers worked hard and drank even harder. They didn’t like women in their bar, only in the back room to fuck them and most of those were paid whores. Three men glared at the witch, she in turn returned it. She picked her victim and looked him up and down him. He snarled at her, “We don’t welcome bitches in here, only in the back room. Go through and I’ll fuck you when I’ve had my whiskey!” 
“I will deal with you in the back later, we’ll see just how much of a MAN you are, won’t we?” replied the flame haired witch. She held her hands out and turned around, her gaze sweeping the room and the unkempt figures. All eyes were on the woman who dared to challenge the basic rule of man in this rough bar. She took charge in a single sentence:    
“Right barman, give this lot a double shot of your strongest whiskey and don’t put any ice in. I wanna see the twats down it in one. And give me two!”
One man got up to challenge the woman but his mate firmly placed a hand on his colleague and gave him a stern look – let’s see what this bitch wants then we can sort her out! He sat back down and swore under his breath. The witch downed one glass of spirit and then picked up the other glasses and took them over to the men. She placed a single glass in front of each man and then her own on the table, “Don’t mind a woman joining you, do you?”
Stern gazes met her own but no words of refusal were offered. Good, this was a positive result. The men would never turn down free liquor even if a woman bought it. They drank it quickly and without emotion. Loggers were a tough breed of man who hit first and asked questions later.
“I see my booze is good enough for you then? Right come on then! We can go into the back room now so you can fuck me like a whore, if you still want to?” Sandra announced, baiting the man who wanted to fuck her, would he refuse or go along? If he backed down his respect was gone forever in the eyes of his friends. He nodded and downed his drink,
“I will fuck you good and hard bitch just like a two bit whore. Lets do it then, I’m sure you know the way to the back room!”
“I know the way but I’ll follow you, right? Do you trust your back to a woman?”
“No funny business or my mates here will shoot you down dead and rape your corpse, won’t you boys?” shouted the unshaven man, getting up to lead the way into the room, his eyes on Sandra. The sound of two large pistols being clicked and placed onto the rough table backed him up, their threats were obvious but she was smart girl. She would defeat them in her own time and in her own way.
“No trouble lads, I promise. I just want to be fucked by your friend, no more, no less.”
“Good then lets fuck,” nodded the man leading the way. The woman followed, in turn all eyes were on her. Both men fancied their own chances with the strange woman, they were both used to getting their own way, no matter what it took. When their mate and woman were out of sight they returned to their whiskeys and planned quietly amongst themselves how to rape her. Would she go along with them or was force needed? Turning to the barman one ordered some more whiskey.
In the room Sandra faced the man, she looked him up and down; he was tall about 6ft 3 with a rugged weather beaten face slightly tanned. Muscles fought to escape under his sweaty blue shirt, half an ear was missing from some previous bar fight or accident and his grey cold eyes missed nothing. He was definitely one to watch but she had a lot of skills just for a man like this, still she liked a challenge. His hands moved to her waist and he brought the witch towards him, she didn’t resist. She would get her revenge upon this logger who chopped down her trees and harmed her Goddess Mother Nature; her own brand of justice would be done without mercy. His body smelt of stale sweat and cigarette smoke, with one hand he took a fag out of his packet of smokes and lit it with a cheap throw away lighter in a smooth movement. Would he be able to fight as well? Breathing deeply the logger blew the smoke out of his nose and placed the crumpled packet on the table by the dirty single bed. He didn’t offer the woman a smoke. She would have refused.
Standing on her tiptoes Sandra kissed the dirty logger, his breath tasted of stale booze and nicotine. He took a long drag of his fag and kissed the woman before him again, his free hand moved slowly down her back to her arse. Grabbing it he thrust her towards him and rubbed his crotch against hers, his cock was hard poking through his dirty trousers. It was obvious what he wanted. He finished his cigarette and threw the glowing stub onto the bare wooden floor, not caring if the boards caught fire, it wasn’t his bar and not his problem. Sandra kissed him and inched him over to the dirty bed, nodding her intentions. He gruffly commented, “Yes bitch you know what I want now don’t you? A good hard fuck with you. Right now.”
“Yes we will. Take your clothes off then and we can get on with it, show me what you’re packing. I wanna see how big your cock is. Do you like my tits? I bet you do, yes?” Sandra replied, stepping back from the man and taking her top off. Her purple blouse fell to the dirty floor. Wide-eyed the logger smiled, his grey eyes sparkling with lust. With one hand he removed his jeans and underwear. Stepping out of them he grabbed Sandra’s black lacy bra and forcibly removed it, breaking the fastener. Her slightly tanned tits flopped out, each one standing proud with a nice nipple and aureole. He bent his head and sucked her boobs, biting her nipples and making the witch swear, this drove him onwards to claw her back and stomach with his dirty nails. Red lines marked his roughness, again he did it drawing a thin line of blood and sucking her tits. He moaned under his breath and forced the woman over to the bed, finding her jeans button he removed them in an awkward effort to reveal her shaved legs and bushy pussy. He left his stinking top on and pushed the girl onto the bed and whispered, “Now I’m going to fuck you good and hard!”
“Come on then don’t just boast about it. My legs are open and my cunt is wet and waiting just for you!” she offered, looking at him seductively.
“Here we go then you bitch! When I’ve fucked you my two mates can, think you can handle us one after the other?” he retorted. Like a caveman, he slapped his chest.
“Bring it on you slag,” boasted the woman, now playing her role of seducer and warrior woman. This was a war and she would win. When the loggers were dead they would fell no more trees. She was the forest’s protector.
“That’s the spirit! You know us men are the boss, eh? We cut the trees down and fuck whom we want including you. That’s right, guide my cock up your tight cunt!” ordered the brown haired logger, smiling cunningly. His cock was five inches long and slightly bent, it slid up Sandra’s cunt and he thrust savagely away fucking her cunt enjoying her wetness. She was quite tight and groaned, moving with him giving him what he wanted, a quick fuck in a dirty bed in the backroom of a dingy spit and sawdust bar in a remote logging town.
Enjoying each thrust Sandra nailed his back to drive him on and claim his life; already he was her’s, his salvation was far too late. His small cock pumped into the red haired woman who he took for a whore, not a witch of the forest, a warrior of nature fighting to defend the trees and natural world. Roughly he kissed her his stubble rubbing her face and stinging her smooth skin, she bit his lip and snogged him hurriedly. Driving on he fucked her, pumping her deeply and swiftly, coming onto his orgasm rising up in his body giving him another notch on his bedpost.

Sandra closed her eyes and invoked her Great Mother Goddess in her mind and ordered her to take the life of this mere mortal man who was now fucking a witch and who had killed thousands of little trees. His spunk flew forth up her cunt, the logger groaned and screamed in his native language of Spanish. She had her orgasm not wanting to be left out. Moaning and groaning Sandra bit the man, drawing a big line of red blood and it was warm, tasting coppery. He shouted and muttered, then slapped the witch savagely leaving a rosy imprint on her cheek. She bucked and matched his moves till their sex was over; he breathed in deeply and took his last breath collapsing into her arms – dead. Shoving the lifeless body off her she quickly stood up. She had claimed her first victim and planned the next one, the logger’s comrade who drank in the bar but which one? The quiet one would do, decided Sandra.  From a necklace around her neck she withdrew a single small ruby crystal from a skin pouch. Holding up the small rock to the light that came through the dim window she looked at the crystal, it shone and glittered like a demon eye of a monster. Fastening the pouch, Sandra rolled the dead logger’s body over and looked at his lifeless face – he looked like he was sleeping. Opening his mouth she put the small crystal inside underneath his tongue then quickly put him under the small single bed, out of sight and mind. 

Sunday, 2 June 2013

Beyond the Veil


Beyond the Veil 


Beyond the veil lies my happiness thru the smoke and mirrors that will trick me, try to take me to my end.                                                                                                                    
In the sky she hurt me, almost destroyed me but by chance I lived.                                  
Never was I scared, only once I thought it was my end.                                                  
When I became disorientated and lost after getting drunk at the pub.                                                         
On the long dark road to nowhere I thought a big nasty wagon would squash me dead. But I got home.                                                                                                   
If I pass safely thru the veil, over and beyond the stars, I may meet her.                                                     
The lady to save me from me. Last night was my 1st night sober since she left me.                                                                                                                                                    
I have to go beyond the veil, the sky and the stars, into the void to meet her.                                                         
I am beyond tears after what she did to me.                                                                             
I forgive her... 

Saturday, 1 June 2013

meal time

my mother sez im mad, for seeing whats in this poem. i wish all of the wars would stop. simple...

Meal Time
An army squad walked down the road. It could have been any road with any army in any war. The men quietly grumbled about sore feet, about the light rain and grey sky, about missing a meal. Above all they complained about missing home and their sweethearts. But a grumbling soldier is a functioning soldier. He’ll carry our orders and get on with the job. Just like these men on their way to relieve a forward position.

Eight men. One took out a photograph of his darling. He passed it round the squad. Each man look at the well-thumbed snap. One or two commented how nice the lady was. The photo’s owner gruffly replied, ‘Her name is Hannah. She’s 23. Three years older than me. We met in the cinema. When I get my next leave, we’ll get married.’ His buddies nodded and slapped his back. We’ll have a beer when we can one said.

Just then it happened. It came down from above with tremendous speed and no warning. There was absolutely nothing to be done, nowhere to run or hide. The 155mm shell came in at a steep angle and exploded between the eight men with the force of war. The explosion was bright orange. Shell fragments whooshed away. The blast wave was simply awesome. When it all died down white smoke wafted upwards to the grey clouds.

No trace of the men remained as such. Scraps of flesh here and there, on the road and blasted up into leafless tree branches. The road was broken by a big deep crater. Being a forward supply route, it was a prime target for enemy guns. And in range. In the fortunes of war, the men were in the wrong place when the 155 round came in. One small story in a global war spanning continents and millions of lives.

Only half of Hannah’s photo remained. It was still held in one man’s hand, in a bloody death grip. Nothing remained of the soldier except random bits of red flash. The smell of these attracted baying wild half-starved ravaged rabid dogs. Running round the crater, six dogs howled and barked and snarled insanely. Feeding time started. One dog found a foot in a boot and ran into the trees to feed. His fellow hounds ate heartily, snapping up flesh and lapping warm blood.

Months previously, the dogs had belonged to upper middle class people, who lived in plush homes in a mid-size town. Now the town was gone, owners dead and the traumatized dogs were beyond wild. The whole area was now the front line and a million men fought and died in a battle beyond human scope. Such was the total fucking evil of a war that couldn’t, wouldn’t, be stopped. No one even knew why anymore.